Ivan said 'drama' was a girls' thing. I donnu. I guess boys also have that. My charater shaped mostly during the years in junior high. Some failures turned me into the way I am now, which is very sad. I don't care about how people see me if I don't care about that person. However, I do care about how my friends feel. Yes, sometimes I spent too much time on considering them. Being thoughtful in fact is not my nature. At this point I might agree with Ivan and Rebecca's theory of names. They both believe that personalities have sth to do with names. Well, I agree to some extents. I think when people call you by your name, they have already put the meaning behind it into consideration. For instance, if you have a girly name, they will be more gentlemanlike to you. My Chinese name sounds very masculine but looks neutral. I didn't have girls' toys in my childhood and I got on well with some boys. I had a lot of female friends. Thanks to my name~~~ Some girls' parents had been worrying that their girls were too close to me. They didn't stop worrying until they met me. BTW why should we worry about this? Making friends with boys or girls matters that much? I like my friends even if they become transexuals. Hmm, maybe not really. I should say those friends who care about me. I love them. When I was upset Rebecca was always there for me and I had very engaging talks with Amber. Yin gave me a lot of encouragement. I can live it, if they have to step out of my life anyhow. I understand that People change but those sweet memories will stay in my mind forever. I am a little bit .
pessimistic about friendship. I think life-long friendship is sth very rare. I am not expecting life-long but the moments. Without them, without those moments, life will be senselessBTW, marshmallows r nice with fillings~~~ Rebecca said marshmallow sounds like mashimaro. I think they look alike~~~
