There must be a way out

Yesterday I got the news about Felix which is quite sad. Norelle was upset. She kept saying she wanted a rich husband. I could just try to laugh at that. No matter what stage of life or what condition you are living in, you could be unsatisfied with it if you want to. I think it is up to yourself. For me, I was as happy as now when I was small and my family was poorer. Sometimes beautiful stuffs make me happy but I dont have to have them. Keeping them in mind is enough. I think Norelle is a bit worried about her future. The same here. I have the fear for my unknown future as well, as if my eyes are covered. I believe this is quite natural. However, no matter how hard life is, do not kill yourself because of that! I don't really know Felix, but Anna knows him. He used to live on 10th floor where I stay now.
Today is 1111, a day to feel lonely, though I dont want to. Rebecca is gone to camp now, wish her a good day. Ivan and I planned to go to Macau today but sth wrong with my program and I postponed our trip. I believe next week could be a better time. Hmm, I was thoughtless sometimes~~~