Adventure

I guess I am born adventurer. I am willing to take risk, well some risks. Last night we dined out again in Sai Gong. It was fun but I had too much. Then we went for a walk along the coast line. I thought it would be okay for us to stay until midnight since there would be bus running all night. But then after we got off at the prison stop and later I found out that the buses were usually full when they reached this stop. After half an hour's internal struggling, we decided to walk back. I didn't want to do it at first for my buddy's sake. For he looked really tired.
On the way back we met at least two ladies walking on their own and we started making things up. Maybe we were tired and didn't really know what we were talking about. When we were almost there, I thought of my bed though it isnt as nice as mine at home. I thought when I was back at dorm my rmmate would probably be asleep with her tummy facing the bed and I would take off everything and fall asleep soon. Heh. I did.
I have been thinking of Ivan's idea of smart guys and smart jobs. I am sure it still worths it if no matter how hard I work I cannot get very high score in the class. Nobody can be good at everything, can they? We should not be shameful or guilty about Hardworking. Instead I will be happy with no matter what the result is because at least I tried. but then this HUMA200T is too much for me. Only 11 students enrolled including myself. I don't know if I can survive. It seems too risky for me and I can hardly take it as an adventure. I went to Ivan's HUMA230 and it seems to be my last chance. I've dropped the 100 level one coz I don't really need many below 200. Well I enjoy reading stories in general. However, concerning my grade, interest and ability are not compatible sometimes. I heard some native speakers in the class. I don't expect to win but can I show my ideas and intellengence? Will my voice be heard? I wonder. Besides I feel guilty to drop the 200 one for the prof has regconized me and I enjoy classical dramas anyway.
Today's OS course is fun as the first one. I like this prof and maybe I will begin to like OS more. COMP271 wasn't as bad as I thought. Maybe I like puzzles and that's why I don't hate it generally. So far the math144 is the only one I dislike. Rebecca and I wanted to swap but then we were told that the other one was even worse, at least no better. I can live with it then, yes, I have to. I am looking forward to my dearest DK's lecture!!! I miss him! We like him a lot. Ivan asked why. Well, the fact is he is cool, both as a prof and as a man! Listening to his lecture is like watching a wonderful movie. Yes, I am emotional, instead of logical.
P.S.
Just now I had a nap in the lab. I had a bad dream. My dad was shouting at me and it was so real... Well, actually he is nice most of the time but I am afraid that all of a sudden he is mad about me... I guess more than once I had this kind of dream...