Reason, season or a lifetime

"People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will konw what to do for each person. "
I felt "dark and twisted" inside earlier, and now I feel as if the sun is beaming on me. In a day, if u read my blog entries in a day, u will probably get the feeling that you have gone through winter to spring.
This afternoon, I read Anna's blog and saw the photos. Her smile is warm as usual. I found it pleasing to read hers and encouraged.
When I was in the common room, I met that hot floormate. She said she wanted to be my rmmate next semester. I felt quite flattered. I am afraid I am not good enough and she will be tired of me after a while. But anyway I am so glad she said that to me.
Hmm, I did sth. bad--naughty. I said to Vicky that her bf should be able to quit smoking for her. Well, it is not a joke, I meant it. She deserves better than a smoker. They had a fight. Norelle said they always have. I know, but I am responsible for that. This guilt is gone the next minute when I met my floormates downstairs. They waved to me in a high spirit. I couldn't help looking back, wondered whether they were doing that to sb. else. Hah, we stopped, talked for a while. I am quite lucky to have these floormates.
At the very beginning of the semester, I thought mix floor would be more interesting. Now I have changed my mind completely. I guess after all it is easier for me to like girls. Sometimes I even wonder what is my sexual orientation. Hah...
Don't be surprised that I am writing a lot these days. iBT is computer based and thus I am trying to get used to it. Efficiency depends on my typing speed.
BTW that sentence is sth I heard from my mp3s. Isn't it amazing?